PKP Struggle

PKP Hari ke 36 baru saya terfikir untuk menulis sesuatu dalam blog ini.

Sekarang saya agak sibuk dengan tugasan sebagai seorang guru. Saya mencuba sedaya upaya memberikan anak-anak murid saya pengalaman belajar setiap hari.

Jika tiada sebab mustahak yang menyebabkan saya tidak dapat menjalankan PDPA pada hari itu maka saya akan tetap memerah otak mencari idea untuk dikongsikan kepada anak-anak.

Penat? Ya saya penat. Tapi saya puas dan saya dah memang kerja saya.
Bukan sebab rajin atau nak buktikan apa-apa tapi sebab ini kerja saya.

Hari hari kering idea nak bagi apa lagi aktiviti kat murid. 

Tidak la nanti digelar makan gaji buta.

Ok lah, dah hilang dah idea nak menulis bila perut sudah kenyang.

Officialy A Civil Servant

It's been few years since I wrote something on this page. Those years was my own choice.

Being a mom for the first time and 2^nd time without any mental preparation is really challenging, but I am grateful for the two princesses of my own. I have them now, I have 2 soul that will always rely on me. Look up to me and love me unconditionally.

I have been silenced since then, I did try to make a “comeback” into blogging thingy but it was not as easy as before I deliver a baby and soon own two adorable cutie pie.

AND

Just for “minta Puji” reason, now I finally got a job based on my qualification. Yes, a Teacher, A Preschool Teacher to be exact. Government servant. I am back to my own “Land Below the Wind”. Right on the ‘Chin” of the land.

The place that the least I wanted to be posted years ago. And this place turns out to be an amazing place. It had quite much of things that I miss in KL and I am glad to be “thrown” here.

I met amazing people. I got a very strategic house location. A very helpful community. Most importantly, now I can prove to those backstabbers, and those who badmouthed me that planning to makes family first is not wrong at all.

Prioritizing (raising up) children and family over money and career is also a good planning. Please wakeup people. There is nothing wrong with choosing children 1^st over job. Respect their decision, if not you may cause bad impact in your relationship with that person that you judge.

REMEMBER, you are not GOD, and you are no one to force the other adult to choose your suggestion.

I learn a lot about this kind of people for the past few years. People who seek you for their own good and not for the sake of friendship or blood related. Oh, I hate them. Nothing can ever repair the damage that have been done.